Word Vomit

The other day i went down the road to visit my father and extend MamaSmiths invite to him for Christmas Dinner. He gladly accepted, he even offered to make stuffed mushrooms (which i am TOTALLY excited about)

When my dad cooks, he COOOOKS granted its only an appetizer and he doesn't have a kitchen to work with , but he's got a toaster oven so that will work =]

We did some catching up, since i last saw him on Fathers Day  on which he told me it was the first time in 3 years that i came to see him on Fathers Day.

My Dad is a wonderful man. He is. Despite what some may think.

He's an alcoholic, but he's a functioning alcoholic. He's my dad and i love him all the same.
I do NOT love alcohol. I do NOT enjoy Drunk people... If I'm drinking, i can assure you it is NOT to get "drunk". Fuck that. I'll have a glass of wine, or a martini here and there, but that's because A. They're tasty and B. I'm being "social" ....

but since when did "doing what other people do" make you a social person?

i thought having a good conversation made you a Social person. whatever.

&& this is why Blogs are great. Because i can just word vomit all i want spilling out whatever thought comes to mind in the moment I'm thinking it and slurge. Its not like an English 101 paper where you need to go over and make sure your sentence structure makes sense. Screw that. This is like an online "diary" or a "journal" for some of you. All in all its word vomit, and that's what we all need sometimes. To just let your fingers do the walking across the keyboard and everything is peachy keen yes? Sure. Why not?

My brain is going all over the place right now its rediculous. At one point in my life i was a good writer, i was a decent writer... i was a solid Poet.

I don't write anymore because i could care less about grammar and structure... but then again, i do care..still. Because when i read other peoples peices and the wrong they're/their/there is misused my head explodes and other little things like punctution. Spelling is difficult for me . Hell grammar (if you have yet to notice, is also difficult for me) any of these posts i will not be using spell check just so you all can witness.

In March of 2009 i was in a car accident that probably should have killed me. Instead it only took the life of my car...with said accident i probably suffered some brain damage. Most likely in the section that helps with spelling/grammar/punctuation.

Yeah. I'm gonna shut up now until i have something clever to say i  suppose....